I have been depressed for a long time, and tried to deal with it the best I could but it keeps getting worse. Recently I have tried to talk to people about it, and it seems no matter who I have told a couple friends and family. Those people have just stopped talking to me like its contagious and they might get it. Now I feel more hopeless and alone than ever. I just wish I knew what to do.
Mentally I struggle. I struggle with addiction to methamphetamines. Resulting in recurring symptoms of paranoid schizophrenia, but I’d just like to say to everyone who wishes to talk, do just that. Please. No one deserves to be a prisoner of their own mind or a slave to the thoughts they have.
I’m always depressed and have no way to handle it. I hate having on a fake smile like everything is ok when its not. And sometimes i hear voices talking down to me saying i’m horrible, i’m ugly, and that i can never be anything in life. Sometime I just feel tired of life and I cry. I want someone to tell me that every ting is ok. But it has to be someone who understands
I used to wear makeup and dress up to impress all of you. I’ve learned now that’s not what you wanted.So what do you want?Ive stopped putting on the makeup and doing my hair and trying to look like what i thought you wanted. I’ve learned not to care.Why did you have to pick on me and make me feel like i wasn’t appreciated?Why me?
Everything seems to be going wrong for me. Should I feel this way so young. I feel like running away from everything but I know that’s not the way to go. My school is hard my parents scream and the person to whom is suppose to be there for me is so mentally away. I feel alone and with no one to turn too. I just want the storm to be over & see the sunshine.